My lesson in life up to today:

Sometimes, you can’t control what happens around you.

You tend to blame others for their actions but it actually was you who directed fate, with your own actions and reactions to issues in your life.

You hate the way people act around you when you’re the one allowing them to go ahead and betray, contradict, and deceive, and control you!

Why is it that sometimes you turn a blind eye to certain matters, like longing for things to be the way they used to be, whether it was a friendship that was amazing and faded away due to lack of trust, or a relationship that crumbled away, or even your childhood and innocent days, when not a thing in the world mattered except your happiness?
Are you scared of facing reality?

Are you scared of facing the fact that, yes, you are wrong sometimes…?
YES you made mistakes, and yes, you did this to yourself, you chose the fucking path…

You can’t change peoples decisions, even if you know its wrong, they’ll just think your pessimistic, bitter, and jealous.. sadly this is our community today.

Today, friends and family are walking away, taking their own paths in life, they will lie and they will tell you the truth when it is needed, it definitely is not your choice to control their actions, its only fate, destiny’s decision…

Therefore… this is my bitter and sweet realizations to this day… More to come later…