Sorry
I’m sorry for the years I forgot your birthday
The days I avoided your voice and existence
I didn’t want you to remind me of that horrible day of my life,

I’m sorry for not being there to hold you,
The day I saw the tears on his eyes for the first time in my life,

The day I got the chance to smell a hospital,
The days I spent wishing I didn’t get in to that car,

Sorry for looking away every time you come towards me,
I feel your neglect and sorrow,

You’re strong, and I know you fought it,
Because without a person like you in my life,
I wouldn’t live without such passion and admiration for survival

You brought me to a place I’ve never seen,
I feel your pain, because I’ve lived alongside you through it

You give love but never given love,
You know when you’re being sympathized towards
Yet you know when your being ignored or neglected

I’m sorry for not being there, I’m sorry for not being me...