Dear all,

Welcome to the nonsense world of the shit superficial ignorant arab society, where people just lie around discuss other people’s business as if it were their own, slaughter their dignity, lower themselves to achieving whatever they need, and are filled with rage and jealousy upon the success of others.

I just wanted to let out something, people only look at what the other is doing, and don’t foresee the things that go on in their own houses, and amongst their own family members… or maybe – they’re in denial.

I’ve seen a lot of people come up to me and judge me for my life, and the ups and downs I go through, let me call these days the days where I’m so ‘numb’ that I can’t see or feel anyone around me. I know what I do, and people make mistakes, it’s not like I’m perfect.

Maybe people don’t know what happens behind the walls of my house? Maybe people don’t know that someone very dear to me passed away recently, maybe they don’t know that I’m being forced to marry someone I have no feelings for! ..Ah yes, I forgot, they only know one thing is talk about me, and provide this shit society with the latest issue of ‘Poison Claire’

So in conclusion, enjoy the latest edition of Poison Claire, maybe next month you’ll have more shitty roumors to spread about me, and maybe I’ll make it to the US and international media, newswires, internet, and I’m sure I’ll help with that…

Best Head Banging song for the ride in the car! :P

Ash - You Can't Have It All

Do they know?

Do people really know that I keep you close to me just to know what your next actions are?

Ha ha ha!!!! .. .

I have to admit, I do deserve a fucking academy award for pretending to be the person that I am to you, you guys must think I’m the most naive person on earth when I’m not I just pretend to be..

I like knowing what you do, where you’re going and what your planning to do so I can work around it, and most probably benefit myself!

I hate smiling, I really hate laughing at your jokes, and I hate having to force myself to agree with you with many things, but it is just my tactic to survive.

I NEED to know what your future plans are… I know I sound selfish, but how am I supposed to survive?

Come on .. I believe that keeping my friends close is fine, I don’t need to worry about them they’re kinda dumb u know… as for you – it’s a whole different story, your so damn sly that I need to be there for you all the time so I can make sure I’m not on your bad side even though we’ve been through rough times, it would be great to know what’s going on that small little head of yours!

I can’t stop laughing … I’m sorry I know I’m evil – selfish and down straight cruel.. but I had to come out one day and say it…I’m actually starting to like you.. and maybe even want to not hate you …actually its not hate anymore… its just more a sense of securing my surroundings!

Sigh! Just a small note to all my fellow bloggers…

Keep your friends close, yet your enemies closer….