Dear all,

Welcome to the nonsense world of the shit superficial ignorant arab society, where people just lie around discuss other people’s business as if it were their own, slaughter their dignity, lower themselves to achieving whatever they need, and are filled with rage and jealousy upon the success of others.

I just wanted to let out something, people only look at what the other is doing, and don’t foresee the things that go on in their own houses, and amongst their own family members… or maybe – they’re in denial.

I’ve seen a lot of people come up to me and judge me for my life, and the ups and downs I go through, let me call these days the days where I’m so ‘numb’ that I can’t see or feel anyone around me. I know what I do, and people make mistakes, it’s not like I’m perfect.

Maybe people don’t know what happens behind the walls of my house? Maybe people don’t know that someone very dear to me passed away recently, maybe they don’t know that I’m being forced to marry someone I have no feelings for! ..Ah yes, I forgot, they only know one thing is talk about me, and provide this shit society with the latest issue of ‘Poison Claire’

So in conclusion, enjoy the latest edition of Poison Claire, maybe next month you’ll have more shitty roumors to spread about me, and maybe I’ll make it to the US and international media, newswires, internet, and I’m sure I’ll help with that…

Double Standard 1. a rule or principle applied more strictly to some people than to others (or to oneself).

Being a part of this superficial – self absorbed – community I have to say that in my opinion we are definitely living a life of double standards. Leave aside the fact that guys here lock up their sisters yet go party with other peoples’ daughters of the same 'class' and probably fuck them too.

Leave aside the fact that the guys here drink/smoke/fuck/ other nationalities but when they see another of their own nationality doing the same it’s so ‘taboo’?

I know that in our religion these things are banned from both sides – women and men, and I’m not going against my religion I’m just stating the present and obvious. Do they think that we will just side aside watch the men grow with their careersand lives while- women and referring to women I mean national women - will be just slaves at home and at work? Come on. .

Men here don’t want us because they think that we’re too demanding, they think that if we were true to one of them that we must have been around. What if I’m not with you for your money? What if I’m not with you for who your father is – trust me it won’t benefit me at all, it will just be a bigger burden to me if I married you for your father ‘bcoz’ I’m marrying YOU.

OUR men also think that they will live in infinite debt if they were to marry women of their nationality, the weddings and prices they have to pay after marriage is so much that makes them back off and end up marrying foreigners – or ditz khaleeji’s that are also superficial.

Oh and another thing, maybe they’ll get married just to please their parents, and turn out to be gay motherfuckers who have parties and boyfriends on the side. The poor girl is probably given all the money in the world just to be shut up. Marriage today has become an official business deal, or let’s say a bartered deal when both sides benefit.

I wouldn’t want to say that I’m the perfect person, I do have flaws too, and I love criticism because it helps grow to the better and maybe notice things that I am not aware of…

It just kills me to see good guys/girls with great potential just throwing their lives away whether it was through career, deciding to sit at home and do nothing with their lives worrying about what people would say about her is she got out in the workforce, or it was a guy who was disturbed about marrying the girl he loves because she’s been his girlfriend for the past 5 years/ ends up marrying a girl he barely knows…

Hello people …?

Seriously , what has become of this society is just plain – -------- SAD